July 23rd, 2017
kore: (Default)
posted by [personal profile] kore at 11:46am on 23/07/2017 under , , ,
via [personal profile] laurashapiro -- the third vid is by [personal profile] kuwdora:






"The Power (Sense8)"


Bonus (the original vocal sampled on the song ((at 3:00 in)) before Laurie Penny rerecorded it):

Music:: Bang the bass, turn up the treble
July 21st, 2017
kore: (Prozac nation)
posted by [personal profile] kore at 08:24pm on 21/07/2017 under ,
DIALECTICAL BEHAVIOUR THERAPY WORKBOOK: //arrives

MOI: //stares at it with mixture of fear, wariness and resistance

//eyes copy of A Tree Grows in Brooklyn instead
Mood:: wary
kore: (Brain fail)
My memory has been even more blitzed since the news of Bennington's suicide (sorry, everyone I was commenting with) so today, I apparently double-dosed every single med I take. There are quite a few. (Two antidepressants, one mood stabilizer, two acid reducers, baby aspirin, an NSAID, blah, fucking blah....)

A WINNER IS ME.

I guess in a couple of hours, I'll be hypomanic/super-stable, all chronic pain will be totally gone and my sinuses will be extra SUPER clean! XDDDDDDD

(if brains are so fucking important you'd think they'd work right)
Mood:: frustrated
Music:: Chris Cornell - Black Hole Sun (acoustic)
July 20th, 2017
kore: (Orpheus & Eurydice)
MOI: Hey I feel less soul-crushingly depressed, let's see if I can make it from the bed to the sofa.

INTERNET: GUESS WHAT ANOTHER ADDICTED ARTIST WITH A MOOD DISORDER IN YOUR GENERATION DIED, WANNA GUESS HOW, GO ON, JUST GUESS

MOI: //would set shit on fire if not glued to couch


Everybody's sharing that "Hunger Strike" duet but I can't fucking listen to that right now, although they both look so joyful, it just breaks my heart. Been listening to this on repeat instead.



One promise you made
One promise that always remains
No matter the price
A promise to survive
Persevere and thrive
And dare to rise once more



and this one made me feel a little less crap.

Mood:: crushed
July 17th, 2017
kore: (Prozac nation)
posted by [personal profile] kore at 04:05pm on 17/07/2017 under ,
MOI: Life is a confusing huge chaotic system, the internet is undermining everyone's attention span and especially mine, global politics is a horrible Roman circus, global warming will kill us all, I can't think coherently in sentences anymore

T: ....did you remember to take your sertraline and oxcarbazepine before 3 PM?

MOI: -- MOTHERFUCKEDY


(I should really take one of each in the morning and again in the late afternoon, but LOL I can barely remember to take ALL my pills once a day in a huge bolus, good fucking luck to my continued existence if my body ever depends on taking different medication at different times during the same day)
Mood:: amused
July 11th, 2017
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posted by [personal profile] kore at 08:32pm on 11/07/2017 under ,
Nelsan's father has bravely agreed for me to share the circumstances of Nelsan's heart failure. Nelsan has suffered with drug and alcohol abuse for years. After many stints in rehab, Nelsan attempted to withdraw from alcohol on his own. According to his father, during his withdrawal from alcohol he had a blood infection, his kidneys shut down, his liver was swollen, his blood pressure plummeted, and his dear sweet heart raced out of control. (via)

MOTHER. FUCKER.

But addicts don't need treatment covered by health insurance, right? We can kick it with, IDEFK, fairy dust and willpower.
Mood:: sad
kore: (Orpheus & Eurydice)
posted by [personal profile] kore at 02:39pm on 11/07/2017 under ,
kore: (BADLY WRITTEN - GalaxyQuest)
posted by [personal profile] kore at 03:25am on 11/07/2017 under , ,
OUR HEROINE: I'm going to write a sequel to that Stucky metal arm fisting fic! It's going to be porny and fun!

FIRST LINE: //arrives

OUR HEROINE: Woohoo!

FIC: //takes a turn off to the left and is presently 1200 porn-free words of broody Angsty angst

OUR HEROINE: no wait

FIC: //more angsty, less porn, even more words

OUR HEROINE: FUCK. MY. LIFE
Mood:: amused
July 10th, 2017
kore: (Beth Gibbons - music)

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