...I thought last night of Returning.
I know I never will, and I know I never can, and I know my heart's not there. But sometimes the pull is strong.
My enlightenment is out here, in the wide, wild world. I know that. I do know it. I know it awfully well. I just. Oh. Sometimes I'm so bewildered.
Don't worry, y'all. *grins* If I want truly godly people, I can talk to
shirei_shibolim and his wife, and if I want haskalah I can talk to
kraada , and if I want wonder-tales I can find Sonya, well, as much and as often as anyone can find Sonya.
I do wonder if, having been born In, you're ever truly let Out.
And for all the people for whom this made no sense, mea culpa, I'll post a cookie soon. I'm just in an enigmatic mood shaped and spurred by discussions of Teh Sex.