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selkie at 08:46am on 29/07/2004
selkie at 08:46am on 29/07/2004I found a viddui I'm willing to use.
But I can't make myself ready to speak it to God. I -- I'm sorry, I just -- there are so many words left, to be pulled from the aether and spun into stories. There are so many days for the sea. There are so many stupid things left for me to do, and so many chances to fuck up and to fix it. I want those. I want many years to live as a Jew, not the proper words of a moment to die as one. Gods, I think I even want children, and when you consider all the trappings of that statement? ...Yeah.
Dani-jou will be updating here in my absence, with very basic info, because Gawd love 'er, she can draw but she cain't type. Please, no one attack her spelling.
Sirius will god for Kassandra in the bar.
Please don't blow my store up, y'all, and that thing with the chai pump? I fixed it. Do not unfix it. I'll know. I'll be ripshit. I hope if you break it, it gets in your eyes.
If I do anything else in the journal before I leave, I can guarantee it will be a locked post, so to anybody reading publicly, namaste and thanks.
But I can't make myself ready to speak it to God. I -- I'm sorry, I just -- there are so many words left, to be pulled from the aether and spun into stories. There are so many days for the sea. There are so many stupid things left for me to do, and so many chances to fuck up and to fix it. I want those. I want many years to live as a Jew, not the proper words of a moment to die as one. Gods, I think I even want children, and when you consider all the trappings of that statement? ...Yeah.
Dani-jou will be updating here in my absence, with very basic info, because Gawd love 'er, she can draw but she cain't type. Please, no one attack her spelling.
Sirius will god for Kassandra in the bar.
Please don't blow my store up, y'all, and that thing with the chai pump? I fixed it. Do not unfix it. I'll know. I'll be ripshit. I hope if you break it, it gets in your eyes.
If I do anything else in the journal before I leave, I can guarantee it will be a locked post, so to anybody reading publicly, namaste and thanks.
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